Tonight he's out of town, and I never feel totally settled when I get into an empty bed. A few years back we agreed to create a morning and evening routine so that we would always go to bed together at the end of the evening. We wake up together and go to bed together. Today's blog is a collection of love poems I've written over the years, all with my husband in mind. They bring me warm thoughts of him to take to bed, so I can fall asleep peacefully (I hope). You'll notice the last two are quite similar, written about waking up together. They were actually written more than a year apart. As I collected the poems for this post, I smiled at the similarity. It's one of my favorite moments in the day. My writing group loved this one I wrote last month as well: I Believe I Would. Tomorrow I'm going to give it to him as a birthday card.
His Hand
His hand
It's been holding mine for
years
It held mine on the day we
exchanged vows
and it still has the power of
comfort and affection, even after 25 years.
Like when he winds a ringlet
of my hair around his finger
or tucks my hair behind my ear
Or when he runs the warmth of
his hand up my back,
beneath my shirt and touches
me skin to skin
I know he is a gentle man.
His hand
It holds my face before he
kisses me on the lips,
It holds my hand in a parking
lot or during an evening walk
our fingers laced and locked
together
His hand heals me.
Like when he rubs out the
knots in my shoulders
Or when he puts out his hand
as if to say "gimme five"
but he just wants me to put my
hand in his hand so he can hold it.
I know this because he's done
it for years.
His hand
It lays on my thigh in the car
while he drives,
It lays over mine on the couch
while we watch TV
and he turns my wedding band
in circles around my finger.
His hand warms me.
Like when he picks up my hand
randomly and kisses each of my finger tips one by one.
Or when he unapologetically
swipes his hand across my rear
even if we're in public or
someone else is around.
I know from his hand he still
wants me.
His hand
It is so much bigger than
mine, with the calluses of a hardworking man
and the touch of a loving
husband and father
It cradles and protects mine.
His hand supports me.
The warmth of his skin, the
gentle strength in his touch
I love to hold his hand as
much now as I ever did
when we walk into someplace
strange
when we walk around the block.
Forever, I'll hold his hand.
***
My Love
Ask me how my day was,
and tell me you're happy I'm home.
Kiss me, hold me tight,
and say you
love me.
You are my safe place,
my home, my peace.
My love,
my one and only
Love
***
Lovers
Lovers don't
finally meet somewhere. They're in each other all along.
Lovers
comfortable together in silence, they
don't need
words to communicate. They
meet as one,
eyes locked in gaze with resolve.
Somewhere
inside there is a familiar reverberation
they're
connected, spirit and soul
in search of
a song, wandering
Each one
knows they heard the tune before
Others
listen and see. It is clear
all the
melodies are between them.
Along the
harmonious journey, a lovers' song.
***
Early
Soft fingery tickles
Tender warm caresses
He gently sweeps the wispy hairs from my face
And cradles his thighs beneath my buttocks
He pulls me close and whispers
I love you
Pressing his skin to mine
I can feel his heart
He pulls his fingertips the length of my arm
Each of my tiny hairs stand on end
It is early, I insist with my eyes still
closed
He pulls me in closer
A kiss behind my ear
And I feel his love
His early morning affection
My daily vitamin
Morning
Warm, delicate cuddles under a hand sewn
quilt
on a cool winter's morning
I resist the reflex to open my eyes
and wish away the dawn with every passing
snooze
My legs, entangled with his and the sheets
restrain me from the call of the day
My face, his chest, our embrace
I draw strength with each additional minute
Like a charging station
Wrapped up in his arms I draw energy
I have light, I have power, I have music
And he releases me into the day
I will shine
I will create
I will sing
And I will return again
to my love
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